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Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Friday, November 18, 2011
Crimson
Following is something that a very close friend of mine has written for me. I'm publishing this with his consent. I have named the fragment - 'Crimson'.
Blooming crimson tearfilled eyes;
As I ponder on needless lies!!
Myriad hues, dark door-less rooms;
Inside my head the cannon booms.
Directionless, I'm stuck in a swamp,
Shivering alone in clothes wet... damp!
Them wolves and jackals all bay in greed,
One small chance, they pounce... they feed!
Is there a someone, come save me...
Make this the nightmare, please wake me!
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Spectrum of Thoughts*
Blooming crimson tearfilled eyes;
As I ponder on needless lies!!
Myriad hues, dark door-less rooms;
Inside my head the cannon booms.
Directionless, I'm stuck in a swamp,
Shivering alone in clothes wet... damp!
Them wolves and jackals all bay in greed,
One small chance, they pounce... they feed!
Is there a someone, come save me...
Make this the nightmare, please wake me!
_______________
Spectrum of Thoughts*
Thursday, September 29, 2011
That shalt Not be Spoken
Like two lost pieces of a puzzle,
We fell down together. Like a dice,
We rolled over and over,
But on two different boards.
How come we never met before?
When the ship was ashore, and
The boat left.
Like we took the same train, but
In two different compartments.
How come we never crossed each other?
Not many could fathom this, but
With rounds of interrogation
A lot of contemplation
And all the questions left
Unanswered. Unspoken.
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Discordant
A few dreams, here and there... scattered.
And a lot of deep thought... given.
Fragmented wishes... rippling within.
Tormenting past and bitter-sweet memories...
Don’t know what I’m holding,
Between my dreams and nightmares
A transition perhaps.
Love notes, roses and stuffed toys.
The entire bundle of joy,
Goes wasted and from ashes to ashes
From dust to dust.
I remain...the worn-out soul.
Behind the woods, beyond the moon
A silver silhouette of the lores
Of forgotten days.
An era perhaps.
Tomfooleries and buffooneries
Food for thought and
Lost pages of my diaries.
Corpses of dead expectations
Lie naked underneath the garb of smiles
God..fate..my luck...is all fucked up.
An inside joke perhaps.
Decked up halls
Fucked up life.
Waiting for an
Engagement with death
“Not so soon”, speaketh thou!
“Despicable me”, I cry aloud!
And nobody answers the door.
An empty house perhaps.
Blank pages and unscrupulous thoughts
Thou sayest, “speak to me not”
I cry in vain but you don’t see
I scratch my elbow and bruise my knee
And the heart breaks too,
If you haven’t noticed sire
Into a thousand pieces, for a liar
Promises broken and shadows remain
A dark room in the mind, perhaps.
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Tantrum of my mind
I lay piled up in a rainbow heap,
In a pell-mell confrontation.
I saw, I drew ...the dark grey sky,
With a weird collaboration,
Of a hashed metaphor... in a dull stupor..
And yet i grew obnoxious of the crowd around me,
All in a state of agitation.
I rose, I fell and I was dragged to hell
Almost in a melancholy repetition.
In a pell-mell confrontation.
I saw, I drew ...the dark grey sky,
With a weird collaboration,
Of a hashed metaphor... in a dull stupor..
And yet i grew obnoxious of the crowd around me,
All in a state of agitation.
I rose, I fell and I was dragged to hell
Almost in a melancholy repetition.
Friday, October 8, 2010
One day in the middle of Nowhere...
I was feeling so hollow. The same sinking of the stomach, a leak in the lungs, and another big hole in the heart -I had all the relevant symptoms. This is not even close to describing how exactly I was affected by the on-going events of my life.
As I was walking down the street, all the faces around me seemed like a blur. The cacophony of chaos in the air was strangely blending in, with my low gasping. It almost sounded like Billy Idol strumming on his guitar and creating that weird noise like laser guns. Probably, all this was in my head. But what about the little beads that had accumulated in the corner of my eyes? My frenzied mind did not have an answer to that. I really couldn't go on logically analyzing what had brought me there.
Everything was slowly coming into view. I was standing in front of the ‘Oxford’ Book store now. Fuck. I walked right past my lane. I am no stranger in that area, but everything around me was giving me the jitters. I had already bumped into two people, and then, I realized what a fool I am. Why did I even choose to live, when I had all the reasons not to. The sound of a blaring horn from a bus, brought me to my senses. I had to focus and cross the road. The winding traffic was bogging me down. I had to reach somewhere before I changed my mind. Then I stopped abruptly in the middle of the road, and cars and other vehicles surrounded me out of nowhere. I heard the screeching noise from a hundred brakes and a thousand curses follwed....Oh... these voices in my head, will they ever shut up?
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Monday, June 7, 2010
Decapitating THE Senses. . .

I wept in rooms of Grief.. I howled in chambers of Horror.
In the corridor of Pain, My battered body was dragged..
In the halls of Fame, it signaled my arrival.
I moaned, i loathed..Yet i smiled a Bloody smile.
And laughed a sighing laughter.
Is it the mirror? Is it? Tell me if it is for real?
If i touch..will it break? Will i break?
Will it shatter to a hundred pieces like the shell that destroyed the tower of pride?
...And i touched it.
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