Tantrum of my mind

I lay piled up in a rainbow heap,
In a pell-mell confrontation.
I saw, I drew ...the dark grey sky,
With a weird collaboration,
Of a hashed metaphor... in a dull stupor..
And yet i grew obnoxious of the crowd around me,
All in a state of agitation.
I rose, I fell and I was dragged to hell
Almost in a melancholy repetition.