Crimson

Following is something that a very close friend of mine has written for me. I'm publishing this with his consent. I have named the fragment - 'Crimson'.

Blooming crimson tearfilled eyes;
As I ponder on needless lies!!
Myriad hues, dark door-less rooms;
Inside my head the cannon booms.
Directionless, I'm stuck in a swamp,
Shivering alone in clothes wet... damp!
Them wolves and jackals all bay in greed,
One small chance, they pounce... they feed!
Is there a someone, come save me...
Make this the nightmare, please wake me!


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Spectrum of Thoughts*

That shalt Not be Spoken

Like two lost pieces of a puzzle,

We fell down together. Like a dice,

We rolled over and over,

But on two different boards.

How come we never met before?

When the ship was ashore, and

The boat left.

Like we took the same train, but

In two different compartments.

How come we never crossed each other?

Not many could fathom this, but

With rounds of interrogation

A lot of contemplation

And all the questions left

Unanswered. Unspoken.

Discordant

A few dreams, here and there... scattered.

And a lot of deep thought... given.

Fragmented wishes... rippling within.

Tormenting past and bitter-sweet memories...

Don’t know what I’m holding,

Between my dreams and nightmares

A transition perhaps.

Love notes, roses and stuffed toys.

The entire bundle of joy,

Goes wasted and from ashes to ashes

From dust to dust.

I remain...the worn-out soul.

Behind the woods, beyond the moon

A silver silhouette of the lores

Of forgotten days.

An era perhaps.

Tomfooleries and buffooneries

Food for thought and

Lost pages of my diaries.

Corpses of dead expectations

Lie naked underneath the garb of smiles

God..fate..my luck...is all fucked up.

An inside joke perhaps.

Decked up halls

Fucked up life.

Waiting for an

Engagement with death

“Not so soon”, speaketh thou!

“Despicable me”, I cry aloud!

And nobody answers the door.

An empty house perhaps.

Blank pages and unscrupulous thoughts

Thou sayest, “speak to me not”

I cry in vain but you don’t see

I scratch my elbow and bruise my knee

And the heart breaks too,

 If you haven’t noticed sire

Into a thousand pieces, for a liar

Promises broken and shadows remain

A dark room in the mind, perhaps.

Tantrum of my mind

I lay piled up in a rainbow heap,
In a pell-mell confrontation.
I saw, I drew ...the dark grey sky,
With a weird collaboration,
Of a hashed metaphor... in a dull stupor..
And yet i grew obnoxious of the crowd around me,
All in a state of agitation.
I rose, I fell and I was dragged to hell
Almost in a melancholy repetition.